You assassinate my character, ignore my cries, discredit my reputation, forget I’m a woman, express verbal disrespect, and ignore my hard work. How Dare You!
In anger they are verbally abusive and heartbreaking. Especially when its from a love one. I question myself every minute, Why do you come against me? I’ve been confronted by Goliath, but not feeling confident like David.
Seriously, contempting what course I should take. Walk away, close the door, and move on. Or should I stay and forgive as Jesus forgives. It seems my last straw has been plucked and I cannot take it anymore. Running away is the best option.
Too many years have gone by and still no change. I’m working harder to secure a future God destined me too have, and I refuse to allow anyone to ruin it. Yet, I ask God for the answer. “What do you command me to do, God?” Gods will be done. The fear of making mistakes to be alone. The fear of age and no generational births. Whose my BOAZ?
SO many questions, contemplating what course to take. I ask God for his guidance!
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From Joel Osteen Ministries:
Trusting God’s TimingIn life, oftentimes we are waiting for something; waiting for a dream to come to pass, waiting to meet the right person, waiting for a problem to turn around. When things aren’t happening as fast as we would like, it’s easy to get frustrated. But you have to realize that the moment you prayed, God established a set time to bring the promise to pass.
God has a set time for your opportunity. There is a set time for that problem to turn around, a set time for your healing, your promotion, your breakthrough. It may be tomorrow, or next week, or five years from now. But when you understand the time has already been set, it takes all the pressure off. You won’t live worried, wondering when this is ever going to happen. You’ll relax and enjoy your life knowing that the promise has already been scheduled, and your answer is on the way!