This is a heartfelt and honest post. I can give the best encouragement to others, but I too struggle internally. I am being honest, this time of the year, Christmas is rough. I catch myself feeling a sad weight on my heart. I’d asked God, “Have you forgotten me?” But the Bible says, He knows the numbers on our hair. He knows exactly where we are in life. God knows exactly what my heart desires. God has placed those desires in my heart because He is the only one to fulfill it. God I know your plans for me are for good and not for evil. Do you will bring the blessings to my doorsteps. May this post serve to remind you that you are not alone. I am here for you as well. God bless! ♥️
Another Christmas. No baby. No husband .
One of the hardest times for me is always around Christmas. It never really hits me until the holidays. It never really hits me how bad I want to be a mother until now.
Yeah, I think about it through out the year and most times, I’m excited, and I say things like,
“I can’t wait to be a mom!”
Deep down within me I know I’m going to be a mom. But when? When is it going to be my turn?
I always want to be excited for new mothers and new wives , but, I would be lying if I said that I didn’t ask God questions. Questions like…
When is it going to be my turn?
Isn’t your will for me to have kids?
Don’t you want me to be married?
Don’t you want me to have a family?
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